Recognizing Oneself
Maulana Wahiduddin Khan
God
has a special purpose for every individual human
being. To be
born into this world is to make a promise
to God that
one will spend one's life fulfilling the purpose
that God
intends for one. The worth of every human being
lies in his
faithfulness to this promise.
God
has endowed every individual with certain talents.
These
talents may be inborn, or they may develop at a
later stage
in life. It is for every human being to recognize
where his
talents lie, and then make use of them, thereby
enacting the
role that God has singled out for him. One
who
recognizes himself in this way has taken up his true
place in
God's pattern of creation, while one who fails to
do so will
find himself at odds-not only with himself-but
with the
whole of creation.
This
can be illustrated by the respective cases of two
companionsof
the Prophet Muhammad. Abu Huraira
was one of
the companions, and Khalid, the son of
Walid,
another. No less than 5,374 traditions (sayings
of the
Prophet) have been related on the authority of
Abu Huraira,
while less than one hundred can be traced
back to
Khalid. Extraordinary as this disparity may seem,
all it
indicates is a difference in the arena in which they
worked. It
does not mean that one of them did more for
Islam than
the other.
Abu Huraira
and Khalid were both sincere, dedicated
Muslims. But
as regards talents, they were very different
from each
other. Each of them awoke to his separate
vocation in
life, and followed it implicitly. In accordance
with his own
particular abilities, Abu Huraira picked one
arena in
which to serve the cause of Islam, while Khalid
picked
another, equally suitable one, for himself.
Before
Khalid became a Muslim, he took part in several
military
campaigns against Islam. He later told of how he
used to
fight with the feeling the he had "adopted a
mistaken
stance"-that he was fighting for the wrong cause.
His
conscience continued to haunt him, until shortly before
the conquest
of Mecca, when he went to Medina and
accepted
Islam.
Khalid
was by nature exceptionally brave and courageous.
He
recognized this quality of his, and saw how to use it to
full effect.
By becoming fully aware of himself, he recognized
the special
part that had been delegated to him on the vast
stage of the
Islamic arena. He determined to use the
courage God
had given him to destroy polytheistic religion,
and establish monotheism in its place.
Khalid,
therefore, dedicated the rest of his life to active service
in the cause
of Islam. Continually he would ask God to make
him strong
and steadfast in this path, and he also used to
ask God's
Prophet to pray for him. So great were his services
to Islam
that the Prophet called Khalid "one of God's swords,
drawn
against the idolaters."
As for Abu
Huraira, he did not have the same qualities as
Khalid. What
he did have, however, was a prodigious memory.
Recognizing where his talents lay, he resolved to use them in
the service
of Islam.
It
is related in the Hadith that Abu Huraira once asked the
Prophet to
pray that God should give him knowledge, which
he would not
forget. The Prophet said "Amen" to that, and
prayed as
Abu Huraira had requested. Abu Huraira's
exceptional
memory was both a result of the Prophet's prayer
for him, and
also of his own eagerness to serve Islam in the
way most
suited to his talents and temperament.
Under
the protective wing of such prayers, he devoted
himself
heart and soul to the area to which he was assigned.
Spending as
much time as he could in the company of the
Prophet, he
listened attentively to what was said, memorizing
it and-when
the need arose-writing it down. By recognizing
where his
own talents lay, and in doing all he could to develop
them, he has
taken his place in Islamic history as the greatest
original
relater of the sayings of the Prophet Muhammad.
Every
person has a responsibility to first recognize himself-to
see where
his own talents lie and do all he can to channel
them in a
positive direction. By doing this one is benefiting,
not only oneself, but also even more the cause to which one
is
committed.